I just don't understand....

I just don't understand....

I do not understand how everyone under the sun can pop out children left and right. Some deservant, some not so much and others not at all. I am tired of seeing women who already have children that they struggle to take care of pregnant again. I hate seeing a man who pops out 5 children and doesn't do shit to take care of them produce more children. You have people like me who want nothing more in the world to have a child and have not had any luck what so ever. There are so many children out here who are neglected and even murdered because these parents aren't deserving. It's such a shame. All I want in life is a baby of my own that I can love and provide for, it's not the same when it is someone else's child. I guess my time will come when God feels like I am ready.